i'm disappointed with myself. i couldn't even do the simplest thing. i planned to buy his favorite food for his break, but couldn't make it as his break time was already over. so i planned to visit him and talk to him for a while, but wasn't able to face him cause out of a sudden, i was really weak. i went to some other places for lunch, since nana wasn't allowed to watch the movie, as it was nc16. we ate at pastamania, and i didn't know that it was expensive until i foot the bill. but atleast, it was marvelous!



nana tried to make me go to his workplace again, and she wanted me to give it a try. her words are too convincing, therefore i gave it a try. i was really weak just now, i tell you. step in, and looked for him. nana showed him to me. didn't expect that he was really busy with customers. he looked surprised, of cause. just waved and said hello to him. wanted to wait for him, but didn't want to disturb him, therefore i step out. i was already happy even though i was kinda upset with myself. nevertheless, i was overjoyed and relieved when i received a message from him :D sorry to disturb you and came at the wrong time.



wanted to actually buy for dad something, but didn't find any. went to give fandi a surprise too. he was forever no expression. but i know he was shocked to see us. fandi, aku bawak nana untuk kau tau.

then we + fandi, walked around the mall. after a few minutes, we sent fandi back to his workplace. we then went to yishun. wanted to surprise irahh, but she was busy taking order. didn't want to feel guilty, i stopped myself from dropping in. haha, sorry!

went to causeway to buy waffle, then went back home. went to the atm machine to withdraw some money, cause told dad to order pizzahut.

abdullah, hopefully your mom is alright eh (:

oh, i spent all my money on food. now i'm left with zero for myself i think! walaaauuuuuwei.
must stop eating so much.
must stop using make up to work.
NOT GOOD, YANAA, NOT GOOD !

i've changed my plan. i'll stick to my plan b, and hopefully it really works. it's okay if i were to receive any disappointment result, cause at least i did try and i know i will try my very best to make that someone smile. anyway, i'm still thinking on where to get that thing since i've changed my plan. i so can't wait for that. i need to know what time he will be dismissed, tmr.

work was suckish just now. i really hate to serve rude customers. also, it was kinda boring to work with less people around. usually, the morning shift staffs will stay with us and helped us out. izzaty and mira went home at six by the way. tsktsk.

oh! i bought myself some cotton on stuffs. i like it, very much. i bought kfc food for cik imah's family and so. gave some money to some of my cousin and also, gave mom $120. am proud to be me, now. lol! :D FOR THIS ONLY, ehem ehem.

i miss someone very very badly, right now. ahh shit, shouldn't be this way you know. still too early yanaa, wake up girl! -.-

"every little things you said to me, means a lot to me. therefore, do mean it."

oxzxozszxzsxzxs, i'm not working till friday manzxzxsxzxzsxzxzxs.
I LIKE ! :D

looking forward to going out with two bestfriends (aini & ain) this coming wednesday.